So my ear has been acting up this past week. After I flew back monday night, it started about a day later. Thursday was horrendous. It felt like I had a reverse block, which if any scuba diver has had one, knows that it is probably some of the worst pain they have ever been in. It feels like there is a woshing when I yawn and I have had more dizzy spells than usual. Anyway, I am going to the ENT tomorrow and I’m really freaked out. Pretty much anything with my ears scares me, but I am really upset to be going alone. I really wish my mom was here. I think this is one of the first big appointments she hasn’t been to. I don’t know who I could even get t go with me. All my friends are gone for the time being. I’m really upset and having a hard time with this. I feel so stupid for being worried, and being an adult and still wanting my mom to go with me.
Love. Literally obsessed and I want them all so badly.